Day 30/100 - Choked Up

I tell myself I’ve gotten so good at playing the whole unbothered role, but I couldn’t hide these heart eyes I have for you even if I tried

And the crazy truth is that I have and I’m not even exactly sure why

My friends keep asking me if I’ve told you how I feel but I keep pretending that I’m blind

To the idea that the reason why

I haven’t yet is because I’m low key terrified

And I’m not even sure if it’s of the possibility of you not feeling the same way or the slight chance that you might

But bottom line is I don’t want to let fear run my life

So why can’t I just find it in my heart to say it then?